when do you feel like you belong i mean truly.
like when u don’t feel different anymore.?
You can belong and still feel kind of disconnected
To belong is a kind of love…
Sorry just cringed at the word love (I have a hard time using emotional words) I am male!.

Thers one small word that makes me cringe.
Makes me feel kind of sick.
Makes me feel different
Makes me feel like I don’t belong.
Makes me feel like there something wrong with me.
Makes me feel like I have to hide.

Do you know this word ?
It hides around every corner of life!
It seems to mean 3 different things these days.

Yes…. I think u may know that word?

Do u say it ?

Its ok I say it !

………………….
(Think)

some one walks down the street.
U see them,
They don’t act
Look
Or seem any different from any one else ?
Talk normal interested in normal things like every one else.
But u know something about them.
U heard it,
U know it.
 U then continue your walk talking about what u know
With your friend…….
 
(end think)

hey im guilty of it to.

But its so true….

I feel more “at ease” (if that’s the word)  around what most of today’s people call “normal guys” then I do around a group of girls…or…..e humm, different boys.

No its not cause im turned on or anything else remotely linked to perverted ness in any way.

I feel normal for a change

Yep… I feel normal…..and maybe for a small amount of time… like I belong….

2 feeling happening at the once what an emotional wreck I am :|

some times I wish I had no emotions life would be so simple.

Any way im giving my self brain constipation, must do something that involves less thought…..
Like looking at porn…..

Hey is that normal ?